This is the date of my legal dissolution of marriage and I've tried to take off the wedding ring to somehow celebrate my freedom from legal ties, however the ring has created its own place in the finger and cannot be slid off it because the knuckle bone is much bigger than the ring diameter, clearly mother nature isn't affected by human and religious laws, even if I’m told that lying to the priest who married us about not wanting to have children is reason for religious annulment.
This is yet another way that shows that what God united can’t be separated by people and the fact that we had two beautiful children confirms the permanence of my dedication to a mother who chose to replace me with someone who knows me well and doesn't care if my soul and spirit suffer for taking my place.
The pain and torment for this loss added to many others is really bad since it accumulates with brain injury and only with focus on what’s positive and exciting my life can return to be exciting and productive again.
This is the result of the law of attraction, that works in life just like in the universe.
The more I focus my thoughts on what’s lost and how sad I am, the more pain and torment I generate in me, while if I think of my gifts and positive situations I attract positivity across the board.
My divorce is just a piece of paper while my children are real people with my genes and on them my focus and thoughts will concentrate so that the law of attraction can bring goodness.
